I’m Not Sorry, I Hate My Body

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It is no secret that since I became sick and was stuck on prednisone for months that I began to hate my body. After all, I’m up about 30 pounds from where I was nearly two years ago and I lost a lot of muscle that I had worked so hard to gain. I never acknowledged to myself how much I hate my body until I was out for a walk tonight. My hatred isn’t just for the weight gain or loss of muscle. It comes from a feeling of betrayal: my body tried to kill me. My immune system malfunctioned and for some miraculous reason, I survived months of physically challenging work in heels without internally bleeding to death.

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Still Here but BUSY!

Hi all,

I haven’t abandoned this blog, and if you follow me on Twitter or on the Facebook page you have seen my involvement in many projects. This month I have law school exams so I am extremely busy. I will update everyone soon!

Candace